Just Me

Firstly, I want to say that I’m against any ship wars since it’s irrelevant, many made it seem like couples are more important than the actual story of ‘The Vampire Diaries (@julieplec , @kevwilliamson). TVD is so much more than a love story.

For me, the brother bound between Stefan & Damon is so much more important than who Elena will be with. I hope the writers will develop this side of the story more cause it’s the most important one. Stefan’s love and care for Damon is indescribable, like really, he would die for him, give up everything for him, give up his true love with Elena for him. Just think about how many time Stefan saved Damon’s life, how many times he risked it all for his brother, how when he was a ripper in the past & Damon left him. he begged Damon not to leave, he was begging he’d change, he’d change for Damon. And in the episodes they’ve showed how Damon cares about Stefan too, he really does but his mind is pretty f**ked up. It’s always has been, Damon is strange in his own way, you can never know what is on his mind, he doesn’t like showing feelings. It was always shown that in his own way Damon cares for Stefan but what I was surprised was how in the last episodes, Damon said he did what he did because he owed Stefan. I was like WTF? What is this answer? And I think it was just that he didn’t want to say he cares. hopefully I’m not wrong & now this time I really hope Damon will help Stefan somehow and stop giving that obligation to other people like Lexi for example in the past. #TeamSsalvatore all the way!

On the other hand, I’m a supporter of Stefan & Elena. I’ll always think they are made for each other & I still don’t understand how some want Delena to be endgame. Delena doesn’t have the jalf of what Stelena has. Stefan & Elena’s love has grown really strong in this two seasons and no matter how attracted Elena is to Damon, Delena can never be better than Stelena. I get it that Delena may be more entertaining since Damon is funnier but you can’t say it’s true love only because they look good together. True love is unconditional. True love is shown in the way Stefan looks at Elena & Elena at Stefan. There is so much warmth and love in their eyes, so much passion. They’ve always believed in one another. Stefan always has respected her opinion & Elena has always bellieved in the good in him. Some say that Stefan has lied so many times to Elena & that’s why their relantionship isn’t real, Are you insane? No relationship is perfect, if Stelena was then there is no point in watching their further story cause it’ll all be good & happy, it won’t be real. They may have many problems but what kept them together was the faith in one another, the trust. I really hope that won’t change & now Elena won’t really give up on him cause it’ll be a shame. But even if she gives up, I still don’t think they are over cause you can’t be away from your soulmate for very long.

We’ve already seen that Stefan’s love is real, that he loves her, that he really loves her though some forget that he fought against compulsion, that he OVERCAME compulsion and instead of killing Elena he almost killed himself [3x05] That means only one thing, his love for Elena is the most truthful, the most real I’ve ever seen. It’s so much more than just a boyfriend/girfriend love. This love is deeper and stronger than most of even the happily married people. This is what love should be, what everyone should want: a person who loves you so much that they’ll go through hell for you without even thinking about it [remember in season 2 when Damon & Stefan were about to save elena from Elijah, how Damon thought it was risky to fight a member of the founder family & Stefan simply said he couldn’t find a better reason to die.]

What we really should look forward to see is if Elena’s love is strong enough in that moment. If she’ll find her way back to him or choose the easy option - Damon.
It may sound harsh but Damon was never and I don’t think he’ll be her first choice. And Elena is not Damon’s first choice either. Katherine will always be his true love, she’s his humanity, remember how he spent hundred years just looking for her? how he did everything possible just to bring her back. And even though he acts like he doesn’t care about her only the sentence ”Take care of yourself” in the last ep shows just the opposite, it’s impossible not to care about her. btw Katherine loves him too, she may say whatever she wants but again in the last episode it was more than clear that she still cares for him. Her character is pretty messed up too cause we saw that she has the humanity in herself but doesn’t want to show it. After all for me the right woman for Damon is Katherine. She never lied to him, she showed him who she is, a vampire while even though she says she didn’t compel Stefan’s love, she compelled him in any other way, he’d naver be with her if she didn’t compel him, but Damon never wanted her to change or to get away from her cause she was a monster. This has a meaning and whoever denies it, is kind of blind.

And one more thing,though this came out way too long. I don’t really understand how someone can dislike Stefan. Are you really that superficial to look at jusy who is more handsome or who is funnier and sexier? For me Stefan character is the richest. I agreed with a person that said he’s the character who lives like he Wants to live, he chooses his life [well before Klaus compelled him & made him his servant]/ Stefan is the only one actually fighting for what he believes in & not being content with the definition of a vampire. He always wanted to be more human-like. he never wanted to be a vampire.
And now, even though he is bad ass, completely different from his previous image, he’s still very entertaining, he’s more entertaining. This really shows the complexity of his character: A Ripper and a Caring person in one. Two sides that don’t go together. Two sides that are fighting inside of him. So I’m looking forward ro what will happen with him.

And now about Damon, even though I’m angry at him for killing and hurting many people, I’ll always love him cause this is his way of dealing with his problems, it’s the worst way, but it’s his. He has a caring side but he has to work so much more to really decide how he’d be cause there’s an internal fight in him too. he’ll always be himself, reckless, last minute thinking, emotional person. But he’s also trying to be likable to Elena. He has some kind of problem with never being good enough. Kat said she chooses Stefan [though I don’t think it’s true], Elena loves Stefan more… I just want him to define himself not with woman, relationships, to find himself as a brother and be who he reallyl is. + he deserves more than Elena, Elena will always be connected to Stefan and it’s not fair to Damon & Stefan + it’ll be totally wrong to choose a woman over his brother.

So that’s basically what’s on my mind on TVD. It’s too much I know but if you’ve read it, thank you ;

I don’t know about you guys but I don’t think JoBros will ever have the sound of 2008 again & I actually don’t want that. We all love ”A little bit longer” but it was 3 years ago. 3 years through which Joe, Kevin & Nick grew up & they  really grew up more. What I really want and wish is for them to present something new, something unique like always. Something they’ll all be happy with at that point in their lives.

Furthermore, iit’s not good to ask about the same sound from 2008 since haven’t we all grown up a  little more? Personally, my music taste has changed in these years & of course I still love all their songs, always having a smile on my face while listening, but if they go back to that [I’m 90% sure they won’t] it will be kind of a disappointment cause I want to see their development, what kind of music they want to make now [and especially now when we all saw what music Joe makes,totally different from anything with the band] and btw  that’s actually the reason I don’t like One Direction so much, in many songs it’s more than clear the teen band sound but I like some of their songs from their album. I guess when we grow up, our music taste changes too, I’ve felt it myself.

Rant about Joe & Demi again :/

My opinion of Demi is getting worse day by day. As I’ve mentioned earlier I sensed something is wrong when she unfollowed Joe, Kevin & Papa J in 2010. It all screamed public attention. And now year after that I’m more than convinced that it was just that.

It was all so dramatic after Joe and Demi broke up & when he brought Ashley to the tour. Remember when Demi so mad at Joe at one of the performances? [if you don’t I can find the video] So then @joejonas was blamed that he broke her heart and brought his new gf on tour.
And what do we know now? That Demi has dated Wilmer Valderrama right after the break up with Joe. Does this sound like she’s the victim? Like she was so heartbroken? Did Joe deserve all the hate from lovatics?

This is so ridiculous. Everyone believed Demi had no fault and Joe was the douchebag. Well if Demi’s fans actually are honest, they’ll admit that Joe was the last to get all the bad words, all the hate, all the bullying. 

Other thing, remember what Demi was like before the medical center? She was acting nice and sweet and always smiling. No one could’ve thought she had a problem. And I know what most think is that she just went with it and then got help and now she’s fine. Well for me she’s not fine.
Now I doubt everything she’s done simce it can be untrue. You never know when she’s honest and when not & what it the most frustrating is how she got the attention she has now.

She has an AMAZING voice but all the popularity came from the fact that she had issues. Every interviewer wanted the scoop about her problems. It was and still is like she is a victim, she’ll always be a victim in society eyes. It all turned out very well for her. I’m not saying she doesn’t have problems and all but it’s too much,

She can be an inspiration but her fans are the people who bully the most [not all fans of course]. Joe didn’t break up with you, it’s not your damn business since we OBVIOUSLY didn’t know the whole story and we still don’t. And some say that if Demi knew of the cyber bullying towards Joe she’d be ashamed, well I don’t think she didn’t/don’t know.

Enough of that, the thing that’s worse is how she made it out like all her success is her credit. But let me think. didn’t the Jonas Brothers made her famous? Writing her songs, taking her on tour, Para J producing her? It’s offensive since that’s all like forgotten now,it’s more than sad. She just stepped on them and moved on.
Also she’s trying too much, with trying to look sexy for example and then saying showing off cleavаge is bad….hypocrate.

And I admire Joe for always talking good about his exes, this doesn’t mean he’s guilty and it’s his fault, it means he has class and was raised well.

Thank you for reading this, didn’t mean to offend anyone. It’s just my opinion.

- Kali

[from twitlonger]

They’ve done so much for me. They’ve done so much for all of us without realising it.
They taught me to hold on and right now that’s exactly what I need. It’s extremely tough for me in the moment & I really needed to remember all Nick said about facing difficulties.. I wish I was stronger & I hope I’ll get through this but I really want to thank them cause it’s inspirational to look up to these people.

Right now I’m trying to hold myself together and keep going like the boys taught me to. I remember tearing up at Nick’s speeches, about difficult situations you go through and how he said ”There’s always some way to find hope. Remember that.” I wasn’t even in a difficult situation and I felt close to his words but now I see what he meant. How your spirit and belief should be strong.

No one except Jonas fans will understand what these and so many other words they’ve spoken mean to me. I’m fragile I understand that now & things like that are worth to try to get my hope back that everything will be fine again.

With @nickjonas saying he believes in all of us I have at least the smallest hope I’ll get better. This man has changed my life.

I’m thankful for @joejonas’s example to live my life how I want to live it and not to be afraid to be who I am. He changed my life.

And how @kevinjonas keeps me believing there are still amazing man ot there + the positivity he has which I always wanted to have too. He changed my life.

I know there are so many other stories,other than mine [and I haven’t really said what’s wrong with me] and this shows how right the boys were when they said we were different. JB are different than most stars, they actually care about us [not saying it just like that,it’s proved by how they are always sweet towards their fans, never taking us for granted].

I really want the magic they are doing together to continue cause I’m here, we are here, the true fans who grew up with them will always be here :)

Thank you @JonasBrothers for all you’ve done, for how you help me keep me going with your lyrics and words ;) Now I have to believe it’ll all be okay. [wrote this on twitlonger]